Preston Castle & the 5th Day of Detox

Ok ok so I’ve made a decision,  it was a hard decision to make but I’ve decided to discontinue the 21 day detox and focus more on making a lifestyle change commitment. I started being way too hard on myself for all the wrong reasons. [I should probably insert a before and after photo, although  I haven’t taken any yet] I changed the plan to eat clean 6 days out of the week and continue my fitness class at the gym. Plans change all the time, where’s the wrong in that?

Preston Castle in Ione, CA which is about 45 minutes south of Sacramento, hosted a viewing of the Conjuring because it’s, or it was Friday the 13th.

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I only went for free movie passes to the newest Conjuring premiering next month, but I always enjoy visiting. It’s the energy of the castle that draws you into it. It definitely is a place where energy from Spirit is felt. I went with my cousin where we met up with my twin,  yes I am a twin.

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Yep, obviously NOT identical.

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Not sure where I’m going next with my thoughts but what I will say is that I didn’t fail my plan, I just modified it.

Death, Fitness, and Spirituality

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Death is a transition of physical to non-physical and although I know this, I accept this, it still hurts. Ending one chapter and beginning a new page is difficult but definitely doable. So I spend my time in the gym, sweating out the sweat my body happily releases, just like the tears my eyes so easily create rivers for this drought of a heart I possess. So I push forward,  it’s hard,  it hurts,  but I keep going. Believing in something more,  something more that gives some sort of explanation or a sense of peace,  that’s spirituality. Combine the three together and I’m finding…… a restructured me.

Oh yeah and this 21 day detox of no sugar natural or processed, is atrocious… on my 3rd day and I wanna give up and go grab some McDonalds lovely salted fries… but I have my fitness circuit class to attend in a few… I think I’ll pass, 18 days and counting… a revamped me.