To Thief Who Tried to Ruin My Easter

Dear Thief,

I want to initially state how devastated I was to find out that I did not have enough money to pay for dinner out with friends this past Saturday night. When I had just paid for lunch earlier in the day. Hours later my envelope of cash was gone… I’m thankful my boyfriend was with me, but nonetheless I felt like I had been violated.

Instead of going to church on Sunday I stayed home to save gas until my following pay day which would be a few days out. I spent the day resting as my body screamed for me to do. I then came to realize that whoever took the rest of what I had probably really needed it for whatever reason. If I look at the situation as such then I was doing my part in assisting mankind; granted it would’ve been nice to be asked first, but I did my part. Before bed I prayed and verbally, mentally, and spiritually forgave the individual who took from me, and prayed again during my morning meditation.

Long story short, by “giving to others ” I was given back most of what I had originally lost unexpectedly, and just like that another lesson was learned. Why weep over things we cannot control, because it’s all part of life’s learning experiences. So if you shall ever read this Thief, know that you are forgiven and I ask Spirit, God, and the Universe that you may always receive what you need because just as karma is given so is reciprocity.

Sincerely,

The Woman Who Forgives

Pain is Growth.

It all appeared like he after he never could match me completely. It’s either he was too insecure, not mature enough, or too into himself to see who I really am. After the last experience I swore I would change and not repeat the same lessons… hmmm, mistakes?

Mistakes are gifts not so much in disguise. Without mistakes, what are you actually learning from other from being instructed?

I gave up on falling in love, it caused too many deaths. I gave up on finding an equal, but in doing so I released all my expectations, so I expected nothing in return.

Time was all I needed. Time to grow, time to learn, time to ultimately overcome all the darkness I allowed in. Responsibility, I owe that. Defiance, I owe that; defiant to never again repeat certain lessons.

Only then I was able to attract what I would’ve never been able to see before I closed many dark doors… if it matters at all, every dark corner of deaths I’ve been reborn from, became the greatest lessons I’ve ever learned from. Thank you all first degree murders for killing a part of me so that the lotus within could ascend.