Why I Still Get Psychic Readings…Sometimes

I don’t often get psychic readings but when I do I need to go to someone who I truly trust. Someone I know won’t bullshit me, perhaps someone I”ll be able to work with in the future, a true partnership. Anyways, this “sometimes” event happened this week after I had another dream about someone I experienced love with from my past. This hasn’t been the first dream that I’ve had about this specific person and I was finally ready for soul answers.

Seven years ago I met a young man who changed my life for the best and hurt me the deepest. I experienced intimacy at the age of 23 and endured a devastating heartbreak the following year, both by the same soul. During my time spent with this man he told me that he could never be the man I needed which I never understand. In the end he told me by via Facebook messenger that he had a girlfriend and could no longer talk to me. It was the most hurtful thing anyone you loved could do to you or so it felt like. It was the deepest wound I had ever been afflicted with. After that I never spoke to him or saw him again and now years later I’m still dreaming about him so what the hell is going on, especially since I’m in an amazing and healthy relationship.

In my latest dream he was present although he looked different I knew it was him. We were in a neighborhood where we spent time together. One day I was being assaulted with a man who brandished a gun and I cried out for Him by name. He saw me, made eye contact, and then looked away which was devastating. The next day I reached out to my dear psychic friend to help me discern my dreams. It’s going on 7 years since I met him and 6 years that I haven’t had any involvement with him, I needed soul answers.

My friend and I connected and the following is what he shared with me. First, I’m dreaming about him because it was a time in my life where I first came into my feminine power! Whenever I subconsciously forget my power he’ll come in and remind me; although on the other hand, in my dream when he chose not to help me in my conflict it is because in reality he had difficulty feeling equal to me. My friend asked me if that made sense and it did completely. This young man would always tell me that I was settling for him, I was truly a beautiful person, and that he could never give me the love that I deserved. I never understood what he meant by that, until my friend informed me that the young man that I loved felt inferior to me and with the previous statements he was telling me how he did not feel equal to me. He loved me but his ego would never allow him to be in a strong lasting relationship with me. Which would explain A LOT. Next he explained where my chiron (astrological chart concept) was in my chart. Before I state where it is I want to provide an overview of what a chiron is to my understanding. It is a past-life wound that carries karma which needs to be healed in this lifetime. My chiron was in the house of Cancer, and this young man was born in the astrological sign of Cancer. When he decided to break our relationship via Facebook Messenger one day in April 6 years ago it broke me in a way that I have never been hurt. It traumatized me actually. It was during this time that I began my own spiritual journey. I’ve ruminated  with possible reasons as to why he would hurt me so deeply and now I know.

 

Sometimes I need to go outside of myself for help. Sometimes I need to ask someone else if for anything other than for validation and that’s okay. Psychic and mediums are spiritual advisors and communicators that are able to use tools and their spiritual gifts to bring forth information that we need. Even in the clinical world of counseling, therapists consult with one another and other professionals if need be for help with their clients. I’m not afraid to reach out for help in any area of my existence and you should not either.

 

♥Amber Choisella

How Does Energy Feel to a Psychic Medium?

If you ever wondered what energy feels like for a psychic medium then you’re in luck because I discuss it below in my video! Ever if you aren’t highly gifted in clairsentience you too have the ability to sense/feel energy because you’re a spirit which is made out of energy, currently existing in a human form! I randomly talk about my thoughts on sleep paralysis as well, guess it was meant to discuss hahaha. I do a 3 card reading with my Work Your Light oracle deck in the video but because of the current retrograde (Mercury) I experienced a lot of technology issues and I was only able to do a two card reading which is just as good! Thank you for viewing. I honor you.

P.S. don’t mind my funny looking face 🙂

Namaste,

Amber Choisella

Sending Love and Light

I’ve been struggling with spreading love and light in my current work environment because of the negativity that resides within; however I am sending YOU, yes YOU at this very moment love and light. I send this out to all who are able to receive it. If no one has said this to you yet, I love you! Now carry on and continue living to the highest potential despite how your day has been. 

Painting of the Lotus

Wait, Don’t Make A Single Move During Mercury Retrograde 2017!!!

Mercury Retrograde is upon us Earthlings now; or should I say, we’re now in Mercury Retrograde. Ok…. but what the hell does that even mean you might ask? The retrograde is an astrological phrase which explains how cosmic energies affect us, for a short explanation.

Mercury Retrograde 2017 Calendar
Found online

The reason I’m writing a short post on this is because I want to inform you of what NOT to do during this time. A lot of chaos is happening in the world right now, yes, it’s true that chaos on this planet is never ending, yet, you too are being affected. I know I am and until I spoke with my spiritual mentor, I didn’t know that what I was experiencing had a true reasoning behind it… MERCURY RETROGRADE!

To help you during this time here is a list of NOT to do during this time:

DON’T MAKE ANY IMPORTANT PLANS THAT INVOLVE CHANGE

REFRAIN FROM MAKING DECISIONS

Emotions at this time are all over the place but will even out after the retrograde has ended. This is a short post but a gentle reminder for the sensitive out there out in the world! 

In Love and Light!

 

Walking Through The Rain

And when everything seem to be falling down you create

arches, bridges, and roads for me to travel round, or maybe it’s through…

And when you ask me what 2 +2 is and I say me plus you, you argue with me, challenge

and disagree with me, you help me grow.

And I miss your presence, your energy, you are everything when you’re not, yet always beside me. When I lay beside you sleeping, dreaming, you escape with me, that’s how I knew you were the ONE.

Amber Choisella

 

If You Could Really See Me…

It is never enough to be beautiful, physically as if that’s everything.

I need independence, space, and acknowledgement that I am more than BEAUTY.

More than turn around and lemme see that booty, thick thighs and a pretty face, a piece of societal waste.

Never. What color is my aura, can you feel me feeling you? Energy and understanding; growth, that’s everything.

Illuminate, educate, meditate, really just vibe and build with me. Definition of Intimacy.