Yesterday I experienced my first solo trip via psilocybin aka the Magic Mushroom. I had no expectations and was accepting of everything I would endure. Weeks prior I had purchased an 1/8th of mushroom which is really about 5 or 6 stems. I kept them until I felt it was the right time to and the feeling came yesterday. I received an energetic healing through the use of light language from my previous post Healing Through Meditation, Light Language, and Isis’s Gift. The healing basically cleared out my solar plexus. I had issues from past life traumas that needed to be released. During my trip I released even more blockages.
When I ingested my first few stems it was 5:15pm and after waiting an hour and not feeling anything I decided to take the remaining stems. I decided to lay down besides the love of my life who was currently doing his homework. He had previously agreed to watch over me and make sure I made it through the trip. I started feeling cold I decided to turn on the portable heater and lay in front of it and that’s where my trip began. Immediately started to cry uncontrollably because I was experiencing the pain of my first long term relationship. I felt all the pain as if it had just been felt. My love found me on the floor and carried me to bed where I sat up in bed and experienced what felt like past life and inter-dimensional experiences. What I mean by inter-dimensional is situations and circumstances that were occurring, have occurred, or what could have occurred simultaneously. I felt the loss of my Grandmother and fell into a deep brief sorrow when he grabbed me and held me talking me through the experience. I saw the plants in our bedroom reaching out to me which did not disturb me, it made me feel like everything was a part of one another. I remember saying, “I’m okay and okay” for hours. I was receiving information and at times it felt overwhelming and I felt like I was in touch with the 3D reality then I was within another dimension the next second. It was very enlightening, very self-reflective.
I recommend anyone who wants to try this to have someone with them whom they trust wholeheartedly just in case the trip goes bad, because it’s possible. This was definitely a therapeutic experience, and I will treat it as one of enlightenment. It is a source of discovery given to humanity from the Earth. This is similar to the ceremonial process of Ayahuasca, from Indigenous Peruvian shamans in the Amazon. This is a sacred process and should always be treated as such.
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I tried to go on a mushroom trip last week but learned that mushrooms 3 years old lose all their potency. The last time I did it was the first time. I told myself beforehand that whatever happens it will eventually end. Man, it was intense and amazing.
What happened during your trip?
Beautiful visuals. I also had a BBC Earth show playing and if I closed my eyes it felt like I was in a tropical rainforest. A realization came to me that all the world needs is for everyone to be nicer to each other.
That is beautiful because it’s REAL. LOVE ties everything in existence together.
Wow, I’m definitely new to this experience. Would you do it again though?
Absolutely. I would absolutely try it again! One most how into it with an open mind and positive thoughts.